first by his mom (for like two hours), then by his brother/a mutual friend of ours. i didn’t want to overstay my welcome, but i realize now he offered me a perfect excuse when he said “i’ll walk you home if you want to chill longer”. i politely declined because he just seemed tired and the mutual friend happens to be his ex-girlfriend, and i didn’t want to make it apparent that i was trying to fuck him. i ended up accepting a ride from the friend, who told me in the car that he’d told her that “i look really good”. she failed to give the context for this comment, but asserted that he’s trying to tap that. either way, it works for me, i’m just not sure i have the cojones to get the ball rolling when it’s so obviously his forte. anyway, i’m going to text him tomorrow about buying a weed brownie off him and we’ll see how things pan out… 

p.s. i wore my new garter panties all for naught. though i’m sure my obnoxiously uncooperative skirt gave him (and his brother) plenty of glimpses…

or if we’ll just be hanging out with other people. in fact, i have no idea what the plan is. all i know is i’m dtf haha time to shave!!

i really really liked it. definitely worth rereading.